my buddy sean leaves today for france... i told him to not be an arrogant, loud american while he is over there... he will do whatever he wants... and thats one thing i admire about him... he doesnt seem to need the approval that i seek so badly...
i mean, just yesterday, we had an amazing day at the beach... wow, the waves were single overhead for surfers out there... i stayed a little closer to home... you know, body surfing and boogie boarding and all... and i wanted so badly for holly to watch me body surf... in fact, i would almost go as far to say that if holly wasnt watching me, it didnt hold much merit to be out there to me... i wanted her approval... or to show-off or whatever...
sean and i were talking this morning about how he wants to try to be a little more in control of his life (and all that entails), but how he typically just lets go and moves with the flow... i said how i needed to let go and try to stop controlling so much... it just amazed me how one man's virtue can be another man's holding cell... you know?... he said we were both looking for balance in our lives... perhaps he had more yin and i, more yang... who knows...
have fun in paris, sean...
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