So, I see this pattern in my life: Racing at unbelievable speeds, overwhelmed by things to get done, workaholism... and then, nothing... slow-moving, what do I need to do? distracted kind of stuff.
I wish I could even out my life a bit: Financially, emotionally, stressfully, work-ully, in everyway-ully.
I keep thinking I don't have time to read, but I buy more books. Then I do have time to read, but I don't realize it very well. "Feast or famine," I tell myself and others.
But would I have it any other way? I dunno. I think the grass is always greener elsewhere, but perhaps a little balance could be good?
Sorry to blather on like this...