Saturday, August 27, 2005

In Recovery...

...for/from being an @$$hole. That's where I've been the last couple days if I've seemed missing or absent. Sorry.

It's interesting the patterns we fall into in life, no? And sometimes feel helpless to get out of, no? And we don't necessarily like those things we do, but we keep doing them. And we hate ourselves for that.

Perhaps I use we instead of I in hopes that I'm not the only one out there who does this stuff... but I am willing to accept it if I am.

Spending a few days with some friends working through some unhealthy patterns in my/our life and seeking some resolve/redemption has been wonderful and exhausting. Holly and I both feel like we could sleep for days. It's like having run a marathon each day, and now I am just so freaking tired and all I want to do is sleep.

Thanks to all of you who continue to press onward with us in this journey called life. Thanks to all of you who continue in prayers and thoughts for us in this stage of life called constant transition. Thanks to all of you who remind us that we are normal, yet exceptional people... you are as well.

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ashdown said...

i am proud to be on this journey with you and press onward with you...looking forward to seeing you soon.

Jeffrey said...

Ryan,
Hope you and Holly and your spam friends are doing well! See you at the Jamanda wedding!

Jeff

aca said...

i don't know what the jamanda wedding is...

but i love you guys. and hey! i'm normal with you!

Jeffrey said...

Ryan,
he didn't know if you knew yet, but there is now a Word Verification for comments. So no spammers can comment. And Sorry Amanda... What I meant by Jamanda was "The Wedding of the Century"